I don't believe you when you say...

I'm a lost girl. I'm very insecure and sometimes moody. I want to be better in mind, spirit, and body. I have many goals and dreams that i hope to make happen in the following year, or sometime eventually(including overcoming my ED, being at a weight I actually feel comfortable at, doing well in school, making/maintaining friendships, and working on bettering my 4+ year relationship with my boyfriend). I'm looking for friendly support along the way =)


"There's always some reason
to feel not good enough.
And it's hard at the end of the day,
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins, let me be empty,
and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace
tonight..."