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I don't believe you when you say...
everything will be wonderful someday.



Just looking for people who are going through things similar to what I am...people who will understand...

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Well, I'm back to livejournal after a summer of outpatient treatment for bulimia. Needless to say, it totally didn't help =( I'm starting a new journal because I really don't want to be reminded of all my past failures. Just to give you a little info on me, I'm 20 years old and a junior in college. I've just gotten back to school, so I can start to do what I want to again as far as eating and exercise. My high weight was about 130 (at age 14 right before all this started), and my low weight was around 100 lbs (right before this summer started). I'm 5'3". I can't say enough how much I want to lose weight and keep it off without purging through vomiting! I've also been known to purge through excessive exercise and laxatives, and I'd like to eventually cut out the laxative abuse as well, but I am taking it one step at a time. This is going to be my journal to talk about pretty much everything I'm feeling, not only weight loss. My goal is to eat/drink around 500-800 cals a day and keep them down. And to exercise by running at least 5 miles or the equivilant daily. I'm going to leave this post open to everyone and make my other entries "friends only" because I will be posting pictures and talking about personal things. Everyone is welcome to add me =)

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